Every Time

So, why do you confuse me so
I don't know what you mean
And how do I take what you say
When everything's in code

You know that I'm not brave enough
But everything's a test
And every time I hold my breath
To catch your look again

But still I feel I've let you down
I'm missing something out
And every time I do not move
I'm further from that hope

So why don't you just say out loud
I fear I do not hear
So every time I screw it up
I fear you're lost, again