Expectation

If you love me it must be a cruel joke
  That causes our relationships and ties
  For if, they condescend to simple lies
Make mockery of all I could call hope
And if you said those words, on them I'd choke
  Now know how to take it, for the size
  Of all the charm between us, it belies
The trust that such words never should be spoke
With all that I've built up on this foundation
  That you do not, so that my dreams shan't shatter
It means I could not take such liberation
  Of all the times I've said it does not matter
So I trust, and have no expectation
  But dream I do, and dreams can live a-tatter